This power cannot be mortal, It comes from Within .

Good Evening, fellow creatures of nature.

Today i wanted to let you guys in on some magic, of mystical kinds if you may call it.
It's the formula to peaceful expeditions and the key to your private investigations, if you have any.
This is the token, of words unspoken for you.

Faith, blind faith.

It has a sense of knowing, it has a sense of purity and perfection, where nothing can lead you wrong,
but, you.
It's the foundation of your building D.N.A. it's the answer to to the questions you never asked.
You have the power to create, you have the power to explore. It's not a question of want, it's what you need.
It is what you need to make you see beyond your expectations, the ones you made to bring yourself down.
Like i've told myself and others a million times, Expectations are the root of heartaches. When you don't expect, you discover how each day is a new present, a wonderful surprise to you. With sunlight comes in the brightness of your soul, and with the moonlight glows your innocence. Children of God, truly.
So are you a child of god, or just a human being?

You might say to yourself, what does god even mean, what exists beyond this imagery, this idolization that has been done on the name of god?
I'll tell you.
There is no god that exists, if you don't see any, you don't find any within yourself.
Realize your true essence, the god-self that you are. And you will find, god.
Don't berate these words, they don't show you an image, they show you the truth.
Faith, do you have it ? Have you got it yet?

Elightenment, where do you seek it?
It is not a skill, it cannot be acquired, it's a way of life.
In every act, in all consciousness, in your conscious living, in your awareness.
The power of the present moment, living each day, each moment, each breath as it comes.
You cannot rush into it, you cannot expect from it. You can only give. And you can smile.
Smile, at awe and inspiration of the beauty of this cosmos.
You cannot do it whilst you seek a fruit, you cannot do it while you sow seeds.
You are here to reap, what you have already sown in your heart.
If you work from your mind, you may be throwing around seeds, which you may not be responsible enough to see come through?
What is the purpose? Is this your question? This is not me talking, this is you talking.
Can you answer your own questions? Can you face your own answers?
What would you do if you were me, and what would i do if i were you?
The truth is, I am We. And, WE are YOU.

The galactic mantra, the universal soul.
I am the universe, the universe is me. You are the universe, you are me.
That's the beauty of art you see, it's the heart that paints the picture, and it's your mind that reads the canvas.
And then, in a sudden moment, of divinity. It hit's you.

It really is you.
It's the way you have just read, and absorbed what i have said!
I may not have even implied what you think i have, i may not have judged, but you have.
So what do you make of this?

Faith.
Belief.
It's powerful, oh yes it's powerful.
What you choose to make of what you see, is what you choose to make of yourself.
And if you see purity, creativity, inspiration, courage, truth, heart, soul, bravery, light, harmony, expression, discovery, if you the white beneath the black, if you see the darkness and your light shines through,
if you can look into the eyes of animal, and see their soul, if you respect the earth, and it's shelter, if you prowl to not conquer, but discovery, and replace your fear with curiosity.
The magnetic field will grab you.
You are in the midst of the cosmic sea, my friend.

The universal religion, the one nature, the gaian spirit, the Pleadian council of light, the teachings of Atlantis, the oneness of all things, the connection of natural energies with yoga, with meditation, with creativity.
The world of spirituality, higher consciousness, another dimension, the astral world of sleep and dreams, the chakric system of human bodies.

With focus, determination, responsibility, hard-work, courage, bravery and light comes the true essence of goodness. Selflessness in every act, wherever you seek the truth, just become the truth. And it will set you free.

It will rid you of all the pain you have caused to yourself and others, it will free your from the lust of your mind, and the conscious dirt which you have gathered from any unconscious living, the moment is all there is, the moment is all you have, and the moment is the only thing that doesn't change, only because it keeps changing.
Nothing is permanent except change.
I expect nothing, i accept everything.
We journey towards the light, the light becomes our journey.
Whenever you find yourself in a whirlpool, in the midst of a storm.
Even if you see it drowning you into nothingness, or you see your flesh blood and bones rip apart, tear you down, and throwing you into painful fury, close your eyes, and step into the storm, and rid yourself of grip.
Smile, and let it torment you, let it shake you to the very core, but i promise you, when the time is right, and the moment has arrived, even the storm will not be able to touch you.

You will walk, like the god-self that you truly are.
Ignorance is not an option.
Our weapon of choice is information.
Our nourishment of choice is love.
Our religion of choice is music.
Our currency of choice is knowledge.
Our society of choice is UTOPIAN, and i hope it will someday be.

We can only hope that you would not care to judge us, because we would never judge you.
I am a Raver, and this is my MANIFESTO.
I am extremely joyous at the number of enlightened individuals living in this beautiful land,
if you would give a fair chance to anyone, and look beyond the veil of duality this world is spun under,
there may be a thing or two you could learn from anyone.

Water is the natural power. The natural protector, the natural agent of purity, synchronicity, adaptation, hydration, beauty, courage, power of thought and will. Whenever you need a friend, a savior, a path, drink some water.
Water is love, water is you. Be it.

Love, light, gratitude and harmony to any and every individual who may come across this.
Namaste!

Darkly Smiling.

I get it, really. I do.

Sometimes, i see everything in it's perfect place flowing on the path where everything will settle in no matter what happens or what goes wrong, or what falls and what fits in. I know it's undying faith it's limitless belief it's a loss of logic. Maybe sometimes it's unreasonable.

Sometimes, i don't understand.

I don't get it. It's you, it's you it's all for you, everything i do for you, it's better than i ever even knew, they say that the world was built for two.
Man, i don't get to say it much, maybe i don't even allow myself to fall prey to this sad habit, but this could actually be called a rough road.

It's bumpy, and it's tearing ripping me from places, but i feel sort of numb.
It doesn't really hurt at times, and at times, it burns my heart out.
For what?
I don't really know, this satisfaction that i've tried to attain many a times before, still doesn't seem here.
Maybe it never will be, as new goals keep coming up the journey seems to have just begun.

But is it so unfair to ask for a smile in return? These video games. You're getting drunk and i'm the one seeing stars.
Heaven is a place on earth for you, tell me all the things you want to do.
Baby, i don't really know who i'm talking to but if you're feeling this, feel me feel this.
It's not fair, it's very much fair, i'm fraying in this affair.

And like a never ending roller coaster, keep smiling is the motto, yes it is, i've been doing it and it works and you get through the day with unconditional bravery and faith, at least i do.

But how long does it last? The beautiful letdown.
It's not a surprise to lose everything in the end, like i've heard life is just a beautiful act of letting go, what matters is just to have taken the time out to say a beautiful goodbye, which brings sweetness in the form of a national anthem being sung in nature and cities alike, this is just a phase, a camera zooming in and out and it goes on.

I feel claustrophobic inside sometimes, sometimes i'm shining with pride.
I've been living two worlds inside a million others but what really matters is, i kept mine together so what i need to say is, it doesn't matter which universe, which dimension, which time span this thought floats to, by the end of it, it's just a string of thoughts bringing life to the energy emitted.
Matter forming from memories, it's the creative celebration of life.

But i know for a fact, my celebrations will always arrive.
There are peaks, then there are valleys, what you reap from each is what you will sow in the next.
So much to say yet so little comes out, i have no control over subconscious outflow right now, and honestly, i don't even want there to be any.
It's always so cautions and always so calculative, like intuition is guidance yet, ten things at a time? Really now don't you think the offering of rest, sanctuary is far due? And even if you do, who are you?

Show yourself, unveil this darkness now, i am not bound by your light. I emit my own.
I absorb, i flow, i emit and show.
There are fireworks inside me, let them out.

Oh i will, i'll come out with a bang.

The Ocean of Existence

As we jumped down from a rusty old bus, as we stepped down from the steps of daily life into a land whose mystical mystery I’d always tried to visualize as from my perception due to repetitive mentioning, I had to see it with my own eyes.

I’m talking about a small town at the blessed feet of Himachal Pradesh, part of one of the foothills, Called Nahan.

We stepped down from what remained of a bus, and as we did step out of that vehicle so did we take a big step away from all the noise, the screaming, the pollution, the hustle of daily life, we stepped down from the rat race.

I need not put stress on the fact that as we all may or may not know, it wouldn’t catch your eyes for even a second, to waste a thought on something other than the rat race. We get up every day to learn for something so we can work for something to be someone at some point and we go forth with our spears and shields into the battle and consciously do things which put emphasis on separation and division and manipulation only to keep fighting till we realize we have nothing to fight for because the battle never had to take place here. It had to be within, to find your own self which you may never have known.

We look into reality and constantly look for things which separate us from one another; we take ourselves as worthy individuals and to others as only a fragment, as comparison. We divide, we condemn, we have everything yet we only see what we don’t, or what the other way.

That’s the way the society was built, ego. Ego as the centre of your functioning and although the intention be to become someone, in the process what we look over, whilst a few eyes smile at what you miss, you should be aware of.

I tell you right now. Drop the idea of becoming someone, because you are already a masterpiece, you cannot be improved. You only have to know it, to realize it.

Yes, so back to finding ourselves.

Keeping the very fact that we needed to de-stress, refresh and reboot our systems, we reached her with bags on our shoulders. And true to what I heard, I had arrived in the land of gods. I looked around me as nightfall had arrived, a cool ghostly mist had descended upon the land, and I could hear nature in the form of the sound of an ocean, which was cause by the breeze flowing in through the pine tree fruit, making the gentle flowing sound of the ocean, it’s calm, soothing  atmosphere all around us.

As we entered our resort, the Sirmour Retreat which overlooks the town of Nahan from another climb up, about 300m in height, I could see the mist spanning all across the town, and a rare few lights twinkling in its midst, the illusion giving reflection of water all over the town, like mixed through the sound of the ocean from the pine trees, the ocean was already over the town, and beautiful waves were sounding to be ashore.

Right there I knew it really was god’s land.

Dawn came, and waking up with the warm, comforting smell of tea leaves in the air, and I looked out of the balcony, and my eyes didn’t blink for about 15 minutes. I could observe the horizon and clouds right at face level, spanning all over till the horizon and it looked like a battle of blues in the sky.

Across the sky, about  8 shades of blue, gently spiraling, or flowing  as milk on a flat plain with thickness and color radiating into patterns of gray and blue criss-cross square cut shaped dots and what not!  I was struck with awe. 

I unfortunately couldn’t stay for long and we had one day to stay, so we couldn’t wait to rush out and explore the mysteriously wonderful place.

As we walked past the pastures and fields of green, all I could say was I’ve never seen so many colors in front of my eyes. Shades and shades of existing colors, like never before. Pink and green and mauve and beige, blue and gray and red and crimson, fluorescent yellow, orange and saffron, violet, indigo, navy and cotton blue, olive and mustard and peach and skin, colors of life and colors of sin.

The dark and teary, the scary and the bold, the mystery like stories of lands untold, the kingdom of colors and nature alike, we saw this dreamland with our own beautiful eyes.

As the sorrow sun set, giving the sky the most beautiful shades of pink I have ever know, It struck me at once the sky was turning like gold. We saw a beautiful sun, with clouds and  mist, gently spreading into the sky in fragments of forgotten light, and the pink shade gave the sky a blushing smile, and with the ocean like clouds up so high, the ocean turned gentle, and forgiving and kind.

I would not dare leave, if daily life didn’t beckon, but we all have duties and we all have our lessons.     And in this nature I found my soul again, this journey through my eyes I will not forget.  As I set out in the next break of light, I found myself with a beautiful insight.

I saw three parts of the rainbow, three parts of the sun. The sun is the light that unites, the sun is white. And in the land of god where colors prevail, we can watch the show, for the sun is the radiant colors of the rainbow.

I will not forget what the ocean has told:

Don’t gain the world and lose your soul, wisdom is better than silver or gold.

I call it, the ocean of existence.

WE ARE CREATIVITY : WE ARE ONE

Oneness, we are one, all in all is all we are.
What does one mean by oneness?
It's making peace with the reality thats going around these days.
Peace isn't just non-violence, a world where there are no threats, a place where nothing goes wrong, no.
Peace comes from within.

Peace is living in the midst of whatever goes around, and still being calm inside.
Peace is love, peace is sharing, peace is caring, peace is connecting without dividing.
Maybe now we finally get what united we stand, divided we fall means.
United we stand as an expression all over the planet, sending a message to everyone.
The insignificance of individuality has to be understood, only then can we work on the gifts we haveas individuals to contribute to the immortal power of ONE.

Imagine theres no country, it isn't hard to do.
No hell below us, above us only skies.Imagine all the people, living life in peace.
You may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one.
I hope someday, you'll join us.
And the world will live as ONE.

Creativity crosses all boundaries and limitations.
There is no cast, no creed, no religion, no sex.
Creativity is a form of oneness, appreciated and absorbed by one and all.

In today's world, there is a lot of diversity, there are different sects, communities, countries and most importantly, different perspectives of different human beings.
The kind of diversity that exists is VAST.

What creativity, in various fields such as ART, POETRY, MUSIC, PHOTOGRAPHY etc. does is beautiful.
It's a phenomenon that doesn't happen anywhere else.
Different people, distinguished artists from all over the planet ( It's a planet, not a country, not the world, not an empire, It's mother Earth )just sit down, open their minds and do their thing.
They form a sort of platform for expression of their deepest conscious and sub-conscious thoughts, and throw them out on canvas, or music.Or just capture a breath taking beauty from their own eyes in the form of a photograph and then they circulate all over the planet! Or write with teary eyes of joy some thoughts which aren't just words on a paper, they're art at it's peak.

What does this have to say about the power of creativity?

The immense power of absorbtion through a piece of art may it be any form, happens without even a second thought.

You look at a painting, you hear a piece of music, you read a piece of poetry, you see a photograph and immidiately you take away an interpretation of what the artist might be trying to express.Yes, it's your own imagination leading you to interpret a work of art, but the imagination is boundlessand does not differenciate between culture, cast, religion etc.You just take away a message as beautiful as what the artist intended to potray.

Isn't that beautiful?

CREATIVITY is the only form of message that people all over the planet live and think through,joining hands from all over and sharing a message of beauty.
That's the power of creativity.
Where no one divides, and everyone survives, together.
As ONE.

So let us all join our hands together, and spread the message of the power of being one.

CREATE.
IMAGINE.
EXPAND.
EXPRESS.
SPREAD.

The Key.

Okay so tonight, is a very special night, its a moment.
A bubble of a dream i'd say.
I sat thinking about what i've learnt so far.


The expansion of our intellectual universe is vast. So vast, that so far there might have been a gazzillion break through's in every little section of our pure world.
And all the wealth and knowledge, of history and mankind and our visions, and our insights,
with our little mechanic robots and our out of the world cuisines, and top class inventions and confidential military equipment.


Behind every single thought process and perception via our own abilities which make each one of us the special category winners we fall into, is a simple idea.
A moment, a thought bubble, which burst into a million streamlines through our complicated nervous system carrying charges of thoughts, combining with reason and logic and falling into place with the norms and societies so as to be accepted in these days, these times.
Oh yes, these times, they are dark , dark times.


If you get sucked into this sphere of un-calculated turn of events, surprising motions created in the parallel worlds and everything seems to be out of order or balance.
Yes, it may make your darkest dreams come true.
Right inside from your subconsciousness pulled out by a fire-breathing monster or a crying angel, or whatever you may want to see, it may come out.
And all over your so called planet create chaos and peril, and people will bow down to what was never written to be, all because of your tiniest fear of losing control, and hence forth, you lost it.


But wait, beyond your darkest dreams, where is the mathematician, where is the scientist?
Where is the poet, where lies the artist?


In order to defeat the darkness out there, you must first defeat the darkness within yourself.
And like i once read, how i'd like to explain our 'vast' intellectual universe, would fit in perfect with this piece of the human brain.

I am a scientist. A mathematician. I love the familiar. I categorize. I am accurate. Linear. Analytical. Strategic. I am practical. Always in control. A master of words and language. Realistic. I calculate equations and play with numbers. I am order. I am logic. I know exactly who I am.

I am creativity. A free spirit. I am passion. Yearning. Sensuality. I am the sound of roaring laughter. I am taste. The feeling of sand beneath bare feat. I am movement. Vivid colors. I am the urge to paint on an empty canvas. I am boundless imagination. Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel. I am everything I wanted to be.

I am simply, a resourceful human being.

So tonight, with one last note, i'd leave for you to think upon.

You may have come a far way across, from what you were , to what you've become.

You may have been unsuccessful, or very successful, you may have yet to find or maybe you've found all the answers.

But what you have, anyone and everyone of us, with knowledge and practicality, a Master Key.

But what good is it, till you don't find the doors you need to open.

It's still a maze , just with every door / every option open.

You still have to make the decisions, right?

Let it free, fly.

Your path is now, clearer.

A WORLD WITHIN.

SO, there goes a story, that has been told a million times, a billion times sold.
It's yet another story, waiting to unfold.

The tale of love, the tale of hope, the tale of darkness, the tale of every other miserable folk.

A dream to be true, as genuine as new.
As open as a book, lies are only for crooks.

There goes a faraway land, by the name of satisfaction, it's gates have long been unmanned.
No rumor crosses, the fakes have been smeared, only from the test they had feared.
The test of truth, the shadowy game of tears.

Here emotions they teach, only cos they preach.
Make no mistake, mistakes are unreal, they're shaped to give the most honest deal.

It's the state of trance, of course! it's banned.
Not everyone can enter, here only the smartest can venture.
Once a fading coin is flipped, it can land two faces, for better or for worse, alas!
You can only measure.

Remedy for the mad-minded, therapy for those child hearted.
A forgiving gesture, to let go of the departed.
A welcoming lecture, to this new world we've started.

Here, the third-eye rules, and everything is crystal clear.
As crystal shines the substance, also as clear as thy reluctance.
Hypocrisy fails, as also fails belief.
Here we only follow our most certain trails and only work towards what we believe.

Follow through the darkest light, face your deepest plight.
And after you have won the MOST uncertain fight,
From this new found dimension, you will have gained insight.

Until next time.

Short steps, shorter treads.

A smile to remember, a smile to regret, you have been living my shine.
Don't lose out, it's tender. Don't fall down, or surrender.
We'll sail past oceans and gray.

Little by little i come to the shores, where my own eyes are searching for tears.
I lost you so early, the days went so dark, you don't know how i've lived in this maze.
Now that you have gone past the shadows of my lies, We will find the voices dying in fade.

Don't you cry, my love don't you cry tonight
We've shaped our lives, we have won the fight.
We can now look past the cracks, we can now make it back, we will kiss the morning bliss today.
So don't you cry my life, the shadows overdue. I have been waiting for you.
Dreams are shared, tears are shed. Hope is dare, happiness is your flair.
I wander past my subconscious soul, flowing dark, into the bold.
I need no fear, i need no pain, a simple bond is all we strain.

To dry the blood, to wipe the mud, of my deepest fall.
Sooner than later, We'll have it all.

Faith.

When i look up into the sky, i look through the clouds, over to those shiny stars.
I see those faces i have in my head, i see them in every star that twinkles.
Glimpses of moments, caught up in my mind, overpowered by emotion and temptation.
I lead myself into the dream of  my reality.
Those memories seem to be cutting deeply, the mourning never seems far away.
I look up to you, to see what's inside of me.
I never realized what i am , or what i was, i only thought of what i will be.


In the process, i forgot my present, time never stops for anyone.
I gave in to desire, i gave in to impulsion, i gave in to my heart.
But what i shouldn't have given up, was the power of my mind.
You should never doubt what your mind tells you to do, heart comes secondary.
You are what you are, and what you do is what you become.


I can never forget the satisfaction it gave me.
The contentment, the happiness.
A feeling of warmth, a feeling of hope.
It was beautiful, i hate to admit.
If you're wondering what it is, you just have to wonder about words.


Words can get you a long way across, but when you come to feeling those words,
they will haunt you for a lifetime.
The pain, isn't the problem, it's really not.
Pain is something i have learnt to deal with, along with every step i take,
every move i make, i feel pain.
Its the thought of losing control, it's the thought of not letting go, it's the thought of
loneliness, it's the thought of hostility, it's the thought of hurting, it's the thought of not having.


I feel you, in everything.
And when i feel you, it's worse.
Abandoning a sinking ship is easy, but it's the captains responsibility,
to go down with his ship.
Into the cold water, into the lonely ocean and away, deep down under,
away from reality, away from the world.


You can escape the dream, but you will never escape the reality.
Look back and wonder much?
Look in front.
Can you even perceive where the road will hit a bump, or just end?


I can't promise what comes next, but i can promise to be there when it comes.
To be there with who?
To be there with you.
In your head, in your soul.
Because when there's an end, there's always a story untold.


If you can dare to make a story unfold,
have the courage, continue to be bold.
If you stumble, if you fall,
it will hold you, just listen to my call.
.....................................................................................................................................


What i feel, is what is said by this song.
The vibrations, are tremendous.



" Do you really want to know,
tell me, tell me.
can you feel me letting go, slowly?
i'm scared to, fall into you.


But i want to,
feel you, touch you, know you.
And i want to,
so i let you set me free,
into sweet misery, sweet misery.


There's a hunger, do you know
feed me, feed me.
It's getting harder not to show,
free me.
i'm scared to, fall into you.


Why you always try to see, through me? "

- Tiesto - Sweet Misery.

To keep you satisfied.

She would sit by her sofa, staring at the fog. She would wonder about her past, burning her smokes to ash.

She would wonder what happened to her, the life she cherished,

It all came down to a single spilt second.

Why do I need him.

The question keeps looping in her mind,

Why did I tell him that.

It kills her to see him with someone else, it kills her everyday, to see him smiling was a bliss to her, yet that smile she hates, because that smile isn't for her, its by her.

She won't understand or even choose to listen, she burns like the cigarette on her tasty red lips, wondering about the forgiven sin, she chooses to forget, but she knows she can't. Ever wondered why it couldn't fall into place? Let's leave it up to her.

What I believe isn't something she would ask for, what I pray for isn't something she longs for. Its time and time isn't ours to stop, its a while since we've seen that smile and time is what would heal the wounds.

But then the scar remains. Its a big question, wanting something, you don't know if you should wait for the person to want you back, or if you should ask for nothing and still want something.

Truth is, having something is easy, but waiting to have something, its intruiging. Life is a button, push it, but don't ask when its going to stop. 

Passing by a lonely street, I heard a distant scream, no. it isn’t a dream.

I’m really seeing my own soul bleed. Those dark eyes numb with pain, hate, and shame.

Nope, I can’t reach out to my soul, it’s an unending, deep dark hole.

Through my bleeding tears I see. What was meant to be?

Here it comes. Here is my end. No room to pretend. Here is my life’s last bend.

I can’t run anymore. It’s just an endless road. Lots of up’s and down’s.

All I could do was frown. I can’t believe what I’m seeing from my own eyes.

Open up your eyes, save me from what’s been broken. It’s such a long way out of here.

All this time I’ve waited, never seemed to change. Sinking with these steps,

Scared of what might be next. My instincts disappear.

The only voice I hear, is telling me to run away from here. Don’t be afraid.

No one left to blame, don’t shut me out.

This is the face of life, you start, you have fun, and you enjoy and take pride.

Don't get shut down by the low, don't get hurt by the flow.

Just face what you need to , cos you shall reap only what you sow.

Refusing to bury.

It always was too hard to find, A solid platform waiting to bind.

Look back upon this street of darkness, You can’t see a sign of advancement.

There’s no coming back upon this world of shame, It’s just good to admire in a frame.

A sentence filled with unfilled brackets. You chose this life for yourself,

Don’t you cry now.

So deep you’ll drown without a trace,

I’m sorry it’s the judgment you’ll have to face.

A life ended early is the easy way out, Fight the darkness is what I shout.

If you're hurt from the inside,

Don't cut it out,

Keep it inside baby don't shout.

His first cries were for a home. 

A dome which made emotions, A place which lacked motion.

A devil grew up, he made hell. He cried out pain, all wrapped in chains.

He made jealousy. A feeling not to forget easily.

Families were planned,Growing up is ought to have a ban.

Children are such bliss, When you grow there's a lot to miss.

Cherish the past it was too great to catch, But this new pain had to hatch.

Baby I’m watching you go, I’m watching you pass me by,

Don’t you make me cry, Don't you make me shy,

What you're doing is sly. Please come by,

I’m waiting to fly. 

Shades of your face, In my heart they fade.

The blood of your silence, Makes me turn to violence.

Teaching yourself is the worst part; it’s just like a game of dart.

Hit the bulls eye and you’ve made a good choice,

At least now you don’t have to face the noise.