Short steps, shorter treads.

A smile to remember, a smile to regret, you have been living my shine.
Don't lose out, it's tender. Don't fall down, or surrender.
We'll sail past oceans and gray.

Little by little i come to the shores, where my own eyes are searching for tears.
I lost you so early, the days went so dark, you don't know how i've lived in this maze.
Now that you have gone past the shadows of my lies, We will find the voices dying in fade.

Don't you cry, my love don't you cry tonight
We've shaped our lives, we have won the fight.
We can now look past the cracks, we can now make it back, we will kiss the morning bliss today.
So don't you cry my life, the shadows overdue. I have been waiting for you.
Dreams are shared, tears are shed. Hope is dare, happiness is your flair.
I wander past my subconscious soul, flowing dark, into the bold.
I need no fear, i need no pain, a simple bond is all we strain.

To dry the blood, to wipe the mud, of my deepest fall.
Sooner than later, We'll have it all.

Never had someone like you.

Open your eyes, we're going home tonight.

Let the whispers in your ear, let love fill back into the blood shed by the dear's.

Look around your world, the memories have been burnt.

There's water all around you.

Water as clear as crystal in the sky.

Stories all floating, all in under the eyes.

The lighthouse shines, the momentary light.

Where flashes the past, when promises turn into dust.

There's a new place i've found, where you can hear every little sound.

Where you can feel, what really is to touch.

There are no lies, honesty is a must.

This place has peace, to find this place, there is a lot i must teach.

It's sacrifice, that counts when the heart is what matter's.

There's always hope, that glass can never be shattered.

Open your eyes, we can now face the sunlight.

Open your arms wide, it's time to quit the hide.

Walk freely, choose what is to be made.

Patience is virtue, we've survived our worst days.

This out here is to the woman i love,

With pride i seek you, to fill in my gaps.

You are the perfect one, you are someone who doesn't lack.

You've stood by my worst mistakes, 

You've held me close, I get what it takes.

Your strength gave me these dreams i  now chase, 

I need you to see, now there is a different taste.

Open your hearts ears, there's faith, we no longer fear.

I worship your presence, even if it's time to shed gallons of tears.

Open up your soul, you don't always have to do what you're told.

I've seen you be bold, your value to me is greater than any gold.

I just want to say, that i can't stand the thought to lose you.

I know it's hard for anyone to refuse you.

I just pray, that we can regain our paths,

This love's forever, it's always going to last.

Open up your eyes, take off that blind fold.

I can face an army of lies, i can face the sorrow's of temper.

I can take a hit on dignity or respect, 

I can close my eyes to all regret.

With you i'm strong, with you i can still feel my pride.

I promise to walk beside you , i'll catch up on our lives,

Even if to reach your heart, i have to drag myself a thousand miles,

Even if it breaks my soul, nothing will ever bring me down,

And with you holding my hand, baby i won't even frown.

09. 01. 2010 - 09. 01. 2012,

and so on...

Until next time :)

Take off. Crash. Take off again.

This world needs a hero.

There is a time upon us now, the time where we see the light fade.

Of new days to come, of new moments being made, we've lost our shelter, we've fought, we've entered.

Entered into the darkest corners alone, here there is no throne, here there are no rules.

We've shed the tears, we've lost our dears, we cannot differentiate between the slaughter or the cheer.

We've dreamt up holes, we've lost our souls, there is no place in the heart to hold.

We've learnt our time, has been high and dry, felt no pleasure, we seek no treasure.

The coast is clear, but the cost is sheer, the drop has been too high, the butterfly has ceased to fly.

I cannot make right, i cannot share my plight, neither can i take a stand, it's no more unmanned.

The perfect bond, the everlasting bond, the unshaken fear, whether the end is near.

Look upon the sky, so bright, so light. Fly by my side, these instances need a guide.

Open up your wings, in the sun they will glisten.

To make someone listen, you have to sing.

There shall be no darkness, there shall be no sin, while the waiting flag has burnt, the ash of peace has turned.

The wind has taken its toll against me, there was once a fire, which now cannot be seen.

There is no heat, hence the cold feet. The time is now, where you cry out loud.

To save the world, to let story unfold.

To let the light come in, open your eyes. To let the light come in, face up and smile.

A push away, a footstep back, a gentle whisper is all you lack.

All was never lost, all is right here, the shell remains, rest is all tears.

The path is long, there are thorns and needles, there are demons in people, there are feelings to fear.

There is a loss in hope, there is loss in prayer. There is sorrow and death, there is trance, and there is regret.

Here is a portal so near, this is the paper you have to tear.

I live in the subconsciousness, i have no remorse, i like to stay here, in here there's taste.

In here there is trust. In here there's satisfaction and no person here to point out my infractions.

A mind of a poet, a mind with a muse, a mind wandering above the normal, approaching reality with the informal.

I donot seek a smile, against a dying promise. I donot fear aversion, I wish only for conversion.

I only seek a guidance, i only seek a path, where there is little conversation, mind overpowers my generation.

To understand the phenomenon, of wishful thinking, you have to give up the habit of blinking.

You have to see through the commons and the necessary, you have to believe in tooth fairies.

Of all the angels, and good in the world, my mind knew a decision, i didn't have to be told.

To have a possession and earn one is not the same, to have it taken and to have been blamed,

To lose the power of keeping happy, to face the guilty, to hang those who should be.

Now only losing faith is all that could trap me, but where really is faith? Where could that thought be?

There was once a bird, with mighty spread wings.

It flew high and above, beyond the sky.

It soared past trenches, it glided through the rain.

No cloud could stop it, no person could mock it.

Everyone was to know of the majestic creature.

The bird flew, for months and years, until the bird could go no further.

Why could the bird not gain any height, why did it stop is royal flight?

When asked upon, the bird looked down.

The people would pray, their hopes led astray.

Everyone wondered why it ceased it's journey, none got an answer.

The bird had yet it's story to unfold.

With deep concern, a miracle turned the world.

What happened next, happens around everywhere.

What happened to the world happens to people everyday.

The world realized, why the bird refused to go on flight.

They only had to know, why did the bird first take this endless patient flight?
How did it really get it's fuel, it's might.

The answer was clear, the end was near.
The bird had to fly with pride.

Without the happiness, the bird has spread, how else would the world have survived?

The bird flies again, till the world is sure of it's reason.
The bird will fly, the bird will rise high.

Mirror, mirror, on the wall.

A long journey, a road so straight, you can see right ahead.

But oh, it seems to fade.

Sometimes we long for a moment to pause, sometimes it kills us if we don't move forward.

Sometimes we need to let go, sometimes we need to hold on a little longer.

By far this day seems spent, by sheer will power, only. Will this end.

It's can't stay stagnant, it's no longer a trend. For once in the motion, we all have to blend.

You can see the path fog up, you can see the blurry motion, you can feel the power of devotion.

Learning to believe is the easy part, learning to live in it, is the tricky dart.

You hit on the point, where everything falls into place, or you throw it towards darkness, for we always know what to chase.

I stand by the edge, no need to fall, we heard the call, we have broken the wall.

The other side, is bright, lots of trees. With pancakes for breakfast , with lots of cheese.

With smiley little elves, with chocolate shelves, with cravings for lust, with no tolerance for dust.

Where your mind guides, it's easy to go, in the ocean of imagination, it's easy to flow.

All you need is a chain, of thought, not vain.

No sorrow shall stain, no blood shall drain.

They're tears of joy, we've learnt about emotions like we learnt about toys.

It stays as happy, as the sun shines on us, there's warmth, there's hope, they smile at us.

Look behind and see, where these dark hallways be.

Beware, always, what could have been.

There's a chance you fall into the well, the well where your evil dwells.

It's soup for the soul, and all is good. As good as gold.

Be careful, but be bold, there still a long story, left to unfold.

Don't crush the paper, don't break the stick,  it's only a matter of time, before you open the chit.

Can you see how the cold game, turns off the cold blame.

Can you feel your head spin, can you hear your senses skid?

It's all a part, a part of the show, sit down now, we have a lot to go.

How will we ever find our source, how will we come across this force.

Power compels the fight, deep black shadows the night.

Come out, look over the plight, the timing is right, the trees just gained a whole lot of bark.
It's time we come out now, we don't keep all our light in the dark.

Believe? Belief.

This rather strange insight tonight, i'd like to share.
It's only for those who dare, you shouldn't beware.

"Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable."

Sometimes the rightest choices make you think whether they did their part,
Sometimes the worst decisions shape out to be wins.
It's not about the loss, it's not about the pain.
What we only care for, is the conclusive blame.

With crystal clear skies, how can the shine be denied.
With crystal clear eyes, how can there be lies?
I cannot see, why the pain would stop, it's only the baggage we once shopped.
It's weaved and weaved into a ball, it'll roll and roll, it might break, it might fall.
But when you hit the bumps you see, a split second decision is all you need.
For what might seem the past you see, it might just be, or maybe you don't seek.
With shimmery white lines, with drops so fine,
with scattered little papers, with distance, with labor.
With all the work, and all those favors, the taste, it's worth so we savor.
As we sail into oceans blind, as we float past the golden skies,
It's getting dark, it's difficult to see,
When it's midnight past, it's difficult to feel.

With excuses we seek to bite into our vain,
This love isn't lost till we feel the flame.
It's fire, it'll burn.
Drop lies, it'll churn.
Be wise, it'll hurt, but at least you're clear of the dirt.
We once again fly, we're once again high.
We're gliding past butterflies, we're moving past enemy lines.
Fear no sorrow, Live no lie, And gain a smile, worth a lifetime.

Switch off the light, come back to life, there's a lot more in the world to see.
United, delighted, and so excited, isn't it what everyone want's to be?

You don't have to move on, to let go.

This cold winter night, in the memories hanging by,
i can feel you breathing into me, i can feel the sorrow seep in.
Tonight i'm lost in this endless hole, i wander across, i can see no more.
It's time that's gone, and time that's lost, we cannot win this now, it's time we go down.
The sea so wide, the endless sky, there's darkness all around.


I looked up high to clear the lies, there's no more reason to hide,
We should search for truth, and should believe in ourselves with pride.
We've seen the past, the shadows will last, just keep the flame alive.


It's now that we shall see, how deep is the cut, how far can we could stay shut.
I'm living in fear, don't hurt me my dear, why don't you see my pain.
Last time i lost, without a thought but now it's no less a shame.
My life is yours, i've opened the door , just walk right past and explore.


Exotic locations, and dream destinations , and laughter cracking over the floor,
There is nothing you could want more.
I've seen you bud, from flower, from mud.
This person i see isn't you.


If isn't so true, i shall see you through but baby don't feel my pain.
cos what i ask is something you can't mask. You can't hide your gain.
I wait for the lesson, the last impression.
 My eyes will haunt you forever.
I preach my thoughts, too long have i fought. 
It's time you made the decision.


Don't ever look back, if you go with your knack, cos then you're under the vision.

Edging towards reality

The worst example and the best one are only those that you make of yourself.

The choices you make, the vision you see, the truth you preach, and the lessons you teach.

Carry yourself around with the thoughts in your head, 

wondering why you made that decision, wondering why you walked down that road again,

wondering where the end of this story began,

wondering why the happiness ceased along the path ,

wondering why it's getting dark?

You stroll down the hills, the up's and downs, paying your bills, trying to avoid sorrows and frowns.

It's your decision, you made it with precision, it seemed so clear then.

So why the thought, why the anger, weren't these roads supposed to bend?

I looked up to you, i thought you saw clearer, these stories have no end.

You make a choice, you hear your voice, you follow the purest light.

But then you stop, you look around, and the you're out of sight.

I want to know, what's there to show, don't i still feel the pain?

It's a simple task, you just have to shed the mask, it's not a flickering flame.

One question came, will you play the game, all you have to do is answer.

It never meant to be a tease.

Is truth what you really seek, or is it just me who see's.

It's not so hard to decipher.

At large, i'd say, people make mistakes which aren't meant to be forgotten.

It doesn't mean, that you drown yourself in the sea,

no soul deserves to be rotten.

I only pray, that even you can see the gray,

minds of those like's , lay the biggest spikes, will you still fall for the trap?

It's not the dark i intend you to believe, what comes after, is what you need to feel.

It's how you clear, the blood in your face, and the mess it left after.

Emotion has been the motive, there's no need to try and stop her.

It's all in the plan, we have the better of us to keep up the fight.

First thing you do is trace your steps right.

Only so i say this one last time, we never step down. 

Never will i bow more. The light will come, it never forgot her.

We never met a person who didn't need a little guidance,

but dismiss their past only till they don't disappoint your high-ness.

Faith.

When i look up into the sky, i look through the clouds, over to those shiny stars.
I see those faces i have in my head, i see them in every star that twinkles.
Glimpses of moments, caught up in my mind, overpowered by emotion and temptation.
I lead myself into the dream of  my reality.
Those memories seem to be cutting deeply, the mourning never seems far away.
I look up to you, to see what's inside of me.
I never realized what i am , or what i was, i only thought of what i will be.


In the process, i forgot my present, time never stops for anyone.
I gave in to desire, i gave in to impulsion, i gave in to my heart.
But what i shouldn't have given up, was the power of my mind.
You should never doubt what your mind tells you to do, heart comes secondary.
You are what you are, and what you do is what you become.


I can never forget the satisfaction it gave me.
The contentment, the happiness.
A feeling of warmth, a feeling of hope.
It was beautiful, i hate to admit.
If you're wondering what it is, you just have to wonder about words.


Words can get you a long way across, but when you come to feeling those words,
they will haunt you for a lifetime.
The pain, isn't the problem, it's really not.
Pain is something i have learnt to deal with, along with every step i take,
every move i make, i feel pain.
Its the thought of losing control, it's the thought of not letting go, it's the thought of
loneliness, it's the thought of hostility, it's the thought of hurting, it's the thought of not having.


I feel you, in everything.
And when i feel you, it's worse.
Abandoning a sinking ship is easy, but it's the captains responsibility,
to go down with his ship.
Into the cold water, into the lonely ocean and away, deep down under,
away from reality, away from the world.


You can escape the dream, but you will never escape the reality.
Look back and wonder much?
Look in front.
Can you even perceive where the road will hit a bump, or just end?


I can't promise what comes next, but i can promise to be there when it comes.
To be there with who?
To be there with you.
In your head, in your soul.
Because when there's an end, there's always a story untold.


If you can dare to make a story unfold,
have the courage, continue to be bold.
If you stumble, if you fall,
it will hold you, just listen to my call.
.....................................................................................................................................


What i feel, is what is said by this song.
The vibrations, are tremendous.



" Do you really want to know,
tell me, tell me.
can you feel me letting go, slowly?
i'm scared to, fall into you.


But i want to,
feel you, touch you, know you.
And i want to,
so i let you set me free,
into sweet misery, sweet misery.


There's a hunger, do you know
feed me, feed me.
It's getting harder not to show,
free me.
i'm scared to, fall into you.


Why you always try to see, through me? "

- Tiesto - Sweet Misery.

Just be.

I forget just what it takes , and yet it makes me smile.
I look out for the sorrows, the turning tables, the artificial faces.
I know what it takes , to be happy.


It's been a while since i've known the difference between the good and the bad, the worth and the worthless.
In life there come so many edges, where you've got to make a split second decision.
If you don't do it at the right time you might fall off the cliff, it's always going to be a steep climb.


I know there is conflict, in our head most of the times.
Along with us having the most adaptive and effective behaviour amongst all creatures on this blessed planet, we also have a knack for self destruction.


When you learn all the sides to human behaviour, yes we're self motivated and hard working and we can stretch ourselves to almost any limit, it's only when we want something.
Selflessness, this word would never be applicable to most people i know, maybe not even me, cos we never have.


Never have we put anything of any sort of priority before ourselves, sacrifice is a thing we've learnt only the hard way, if we ever have. And those who haven't, still need a check on reality.
It's far worse out here, if you plan to be selfish and cold.


It has it's advantages, you may even get away with many a blunders, but it's going to come back to you.
You are only who you are, no one can change that, and no one but you can change what you will be, what matters is the choice you make, will you follow the path of purity, learn from your own mistakes, knit a secure future and cherish the past, or will you put it all on the line, work from your soul and mind together, and prove the ugly world wrong, take the risk, reap the benefits.


Or, you could go down the path of being a rebel, the kid you've always dreamt of being, getting away with almost all sorts of crap.


Yeah, you could do that.


The only thing i'd like to mention is that, hey, you could be all you want to, just that, you're not a kid anymore, so make your decisions wisely, what you ask for could be what changes your life.


Just like the great Mr. Tiesto, who shared some beautiful piece of music in the world, it may make sense to you now.


" Just be - DJ Tiesto "

You can travel the world , but you can't run away from the person you are in your heart.

You can be who you want to be, make us believe in you ,keep all your light in the dark.

If you're searching for truth, you must look in the mirror and make sense of what you can see.

Just be.

They say learning to love yourself is the first step that you take when you want to be real,

and flying on planes to exotic locations won't teach you how you really feel.

Face up to the fact that you are who you are and nothing can change that belief

Just be.

Cause now i know it's not so far to where i go, the hardest part is inside me.

I need to just be.

I was lost and i'm still lost but i feel so much better with just me.

Just be.

Until next time...

  

" If there is no darkness, how will we ever find light? "

" If there is no darkness, how will we ever find light? "

If you ever come to think of it, it's true.

It's all around you, there is light, abundance of it everywhere.

The physical sense, the emotion.

Look at it in any way, there is light all around you.

What you wouldn't know, is the value of it.

If i come down to my opinion, i feel every word of the quotation.

Your tiny source, or your own sunshine, may come from one , may come from many.

But you have it, have you not?

If you go down to your weakest moments, where you have nothing but yourself to face, nothing but yourself to blame, and nothing but yourself to work upon, wouldn't you find a way?

It's survival, that kick in us, yeah.

It's our instincts, holding us, whispering... Survive.

You will find a way, you eventually will.

That's light to me i guess. It's one way of putting it though.

Thought, imagination, beyond your wildest dreams, your most insightful vision.

There lies an unexplored world beneath you, can you see the light? Will you care to jump?

Or just sit there and think. With a few lines curving through your forehead?

When you're in your darkest, deepest moments, search for the light.

Because, there is light, even in the darkest places.

I have a little story for you :

There was once a cave that lived underground, as most caves do.

Since it spent its entire life in darkness, it had never seen any light.

One day, a voice talked to the cave, and said, "Come up into the light.

Come and enjoy the sunlight."

The cave replied, "I do not know what you mean by light.

All I have ever known is darkness."

"Come and see for yourself," said the voice.

The cave mustered up enough courage and 

climbed slowly up from the depths of the earth. 

Suddenly, it reached the top of the earth 

and was surrounded by magnificent light,

The likes of which the cave had never seen in its life.

"This is beautiful," said the cave. After 

enjoying the light for a while, the cave said to the sunlight,

"Now it is your turn to come with me 

and see the darkness."

"What is darkness?" asked the sunlight.

The cave answered, "Come and see for yourself."

So the sunlight decided to visit the cave's home.

As the sunlight entered the cave, it said,

"Now show me your darkness."

But with the sunlight there, 

there was no darkness to be found!

Where there is light,

there can be no darkness.

Whenever we feel we are in a dark phase,

we need only tap into the light of our soul.

Our true nature is light.

If we would only identify with our true nature,

 we would find there is no darkness.

If we would also bring our own innate goodness

and light into our daily life,

We would never be overcome

by the darkness of life again.

                                                                                                     

                                                                                                                          - Times of India

But, tread carefully, because everything that's exposed to light, is now visible to all. There is not enough darkness in all the world to put out the light of even one small candle, but you can’t study the darkness by flooding it with light.

You have to find the balance.

Until next time...